I don't think I ever knew what love feels like. I used to think love is helping others, caring about others, pleasing others, etc... Little did I know, doing all that was great, but doing it at the expense of not receiving, was actually self-sabotage. I used to find myself in total dismay at the idea of how it could be possible that I can care so much and give so much of myself but not receiving in return. Little did I know, that what I was giving was an exchange for not expe